AMAG Online!
$Account.OrganizationName
April 10, 2005 AMAG ONLINE!
AMAG For The Conscious Professional
In This Issue...
 

SENWOT NELLA Productions Presents: "The Closet" An Interview with Maurice Townes & Kevin F. Allen
The Closet

If you haven't heard the names, Maurice Townes and Kevin F. Allen, you will soon. They are the creators of "The Closet".

"The Closet" is a unique DVD series best described as a mixture of Showtime's "Soulfood", HBO's "Six Feet Under" and "Sex In The City"; only in DVD format.

I introduced you to "The Closet" a few issues ago, but I wanted to go more into the closet concept.

The series is produced by SENWOT NELLA Productions. And if you haven't figured it out yet, SENWOT NELLA is Kevin and Maurice's name spelled backwards.

Now, before you start dismissing this as just another episode in the down-low phenomenon, wait.

"The Closet" series plays out vast scenarios from homosexual and lesbian to heterosexual relationships described as human life reflecting humane stories.

Please note that some of this interview has been doctored to fit the newsletter and a lot of words have been omitted or replaced. The conversation, although very interesting and lengthy, got a little too steamy for this G rated publication.

Without further ado, I introduce you to Maurice Townes, Kevin F. Allen and their P.R. Person Osiris Munir.

Yolanda: Who came up with the idea for "The Closet"? Kevin begins to explain how "The Closet" came about, but Maurice who at this point is somewhat irritated and agitated breaks in. Maurice: Yolanda, in the beginning, Kevin and I hated each other. At the time we had a mutual best friend. Kevin was a brother dating on the down low; dating both men and women and I was gay. Kevin: I wanted to live my life and for people to leave me alone. Maurice: Kevin and I never spoke to each other unless it was something of a derogatory nature. Kevin: I lived most of my life dating just women, and it was not until the latter part of my adult life that I started to date men and women. Listening to these two go back and forth was all but amusing. You could see the passion that Maurice had about this subject and often shot Kevin down for sugar coating it. I finally chimed in. Yolanda: When did you discover that you were gay? Or do you believe that it is something that one is born with? Maurice: Yolanda, you are born gay, no matter what Kevin tries to tell you. You are born gay. You may try to run away from it but eventually you have to accept it. Kevin: Yolanda if I may finish answering your question. The series was my idea, but I wanted to do it in the form of a book but Maurice shot it own. He claimed that it would just be a remake of other "down-low" books that lack originality. Maurice: Kevin kept talking about it so I told him "so do something about it". Kevin: Until recently it was viewed that only white men were openly gay. That is not the case anymore. Yolanda: What makes this project different from any other "down-low" project? Kevin: This is film. Maurice: Our purpose is to show an image to others. This is a visual society. We wanted to show different angles of this dilemma from both the male and female perspective. It's our intention to educated both men and women. For women, there are always signs. The signs are always there. Yolanda: But isn't there a possibility not to show a sign if you are good at what you do? Maurice: Women have the biggest sign of them all. You have something called intuition. We also want to educate men. They need to know how to deal with this as well. They could very well catch HIV and not be a gay or down-low man. They may feel because they are heterosexual that they are protected, but they don't know the woman who may be faithful to him now, may have slept with an infected down-low man, and she may not have even known it. Yolanda: What are some of the signs? Kevin: There are always signs there in hindsight. Sometimes those actions are very calculated and are done systematically because he has to remember the lies he has told. Now, not every black man is on the down-low. Maurice: Now days, women are paranoid with every man they get with. I say have that man checked out. And that's okay. Do a background check on him. Ask him to take an AIDS test. If he refuses, move on. Because any real brother would know he had nothing to hide. Kevin: Right, don't do things half-hazardly. Maurice: It's best to know than not to know. Kevin: A lot of these so-called down-low brothers are married with children. Maurice: But Yolanda, not all the characters on the show are down low or even gay. Kevin plays Zachary. Kevin: And it is important that our audience knows that this is NOT a down-low show. This is a show of human life reflecting humane stories. Our characters are gay, lesbian and straight. Maurice: There is one story about a college graduate who is gay. His parents are aware of it and while his father is okay with it, his mother can't deal with it. Yolanda: Back to my earlier question. Do you truly believe that one is born gay? Maurice: Either you are or you're not. You don't date women and secretly date men. Kevin: There are some guys that grow accustomed to the gay life style but then there are some that don't. Maurice: You may not talk about it, but you are gay. A woman could never touch you the way that you are used to a man touching you. Kevin: What about those guys that are never touched by a man again. Are they gay? A guy may be straight but he may want to experiment. Jailhouse guys can be straight. They may have sex with men in jail and when they get out, never have sex with a man again. Maurice: Yolanda, I am in opposition. I will agree that perhaps a man that may experiment one or two times and never does it again, isn't classified as gay. But if he's been in prison for ten years and he's been having sex with men for ten years. He's gay. Kevin: Gay is not just a physical activity, it is a mindset. Osiris: Sleep black but don't talk black. There might be a tendency for guys to be with other guys because they want to try anal sex but women won't try it. Kevin: The great racial divide. One of the shows portrays a black preacher and a son of a preacher who loves white men. He will only have sex with white men. Maurice: White sex is safe for him because these white men are not in his general circle. Osiris: He feels that the white culture is more accepting. Yolanda: I actually had a list of questions I wanted to ask but it seems that as we go along, you tend to answer them so I'll let you continue. This is very interesting. Kevin: There is a lot of flack from the Christian community accusing of this being forced down their throats. Osiris: J.L. King; Keith Boykin. Maurice: We want the public to know and we want to re-adjust people's opinions of gays. Hollywood portrays gay black men as being sissified guys. There are gays that are masculine. They will compliment a black woman and turn around in the same breath and ask if she has a single brother or uncle. We are everywhere. Kevin: I came from a small town in Mississippi. There are gays in church, including the pulpit and the choir stands. We're not trying to push this down anyone's throat. We want to be respected like any one else. Women are walking through life thinking that their man is not gay. Maurice: Again, not all of our series talk about homosexuality. Some are about women who have miscarriages and some are about racism. We have a Priority A and a Priority 1. Priority number one is to educate African American females on AIDS. The other is to provide role models for guys. For a gay man to love himself and not feel that he has to deceive a sister. Kevin: Women would not perform fellatio. Guys would try to satisfy their man as much as possible. Osiris: Black curious.

Yolanda: What is the difference between "The Closet" and "Living On The Down Low"? Kevin: One is an episodic series and the other is a documentary. Retail sites where the series is being sold, the DVD series has been the #1 seller for three or four months. These are white stores. Land of Rising is a gay and lesbian retailer. We have been #1 and #2 on their bestseller list since December. And 98% of their buyers are white. Kevin: People question the validity of the stats given by the CDC about African American women. That's okay, but it doesn't make it any less real. The incline of African American women catching AIDS at a high rate is real. We are trying to open the eyes of people. Not just the black society, but society as a whole. Maurice: HIV is considered the "white elephant". We're afraid. We know we have gay cousins. We just never talk about it. Yolanda: True. Everyone jokes about it. We all joke that we have a gay uncle named Peaches. But it is true. Kevin: If it is talked about, it's hush-hush, behind closed doors. Maurice: In my family, we don't openly embrace it. We don't talk about it. Yolanda: You know I have to go back to Christianity and religion and your beliefs in God. Kevin: Hey, I see it like this. If a sister's car stops and it's raining and someone stops to help her, she is not going to care what about that person's religion. Osiris: According to Christianity, the same God rules the entire world. Maurice: We have folks running around saying they are Christian. I say, just let God be God. Osiris: We have to be open. Maurice: I believe in God. He is the same God that my mother believes in. I do not believe that homosexual sex is wrong. I believe that God made me the say I am. Orisis: Humph. Fornication is a sin. Kevin: I believe that there is a supreme being. The same God that I believed in growing up and being raised in the Baptist church. I began to question things and became open minded.

The interview went on and on and I became more educated than I was before the interview. Due to lack of space I will go ahead and sum up the rest of the interview.

Maurice and Kevin wanted it to be known that understanding starts in the home. If your child thinks that he or she may be gay, they may keep it from their parents out of fear that they won't be understood, ridiculed or even disowned. When this happens, teenagers tend to find their support in the streets and can ultimately get hooked on drugs and other negative energy. In New York, there is a Ronald McDonald sponsored house that takes in young gay people and gives them support. Some children realize even at an early age of 4, 6 and 8 when they start to discover their sexuality and reach into puberty that they are gay but are unable to feel comfortable enough to approach their parents. Maurice and Kevin both agree that this may be one of the reasons that men resort to the down-low lifestyle. They also want gay men to become more responsible and stop putting innocent women's life in their hands. They have to realize that they can't have their cake and eat it too. It's just not fair.

Part one of "The Closet" was released March 23, 2004. Part two was released December of 2004 and part three will be released the second week of May 2005. Season one consists of ten episodes.

When I asked the gentleman if there were any plans for a cable TV. Show, or perhaps even a motion picture, I got an "It's in the works." When I asked them would they follow suit and write a book, Kevin answered simply, "maybe".

If you would like Kevin and Maurice to attend an event, they are available for personal appearances, college lectures, medical lectures, performing artists and other events. If you would like to contact them, please contact Osiris Munir of Ankh Entertainment One at ankhentone@earthlink.net. Also you can visit Kevin and Maurice at www.thecloset.tv to find out more about the series, upcoming projects, music projects and order the series.

To Order or Find Out More About "The Closet"

Quick Links...




Join our mailing list!
Greetings!

Spring has sprung! And although some of you may think that we lost an hour in a day, I view it as gaining an hour. It stays lighter longer and I get to enjoy being out in my garden. Who am I fooling? I've seen more bullfrogs, garden snakes and spiders than I can bear. But the bunny rabbits sure are cute. Can anyone tell me how to get rid of those annoying crickets???

With much respect to the Pope, may he rest in peace. But it's over, he has been laid to rest, so let it ALL rest. I was amazed at how they treated the Pope, a Catholic Bishop as if he were Jesus Himself. I understand that he was a good man and served the goodness of man kind, but couldn't they have at least cut in on the Pope coverage to get at least a little glimpse of the Cochran funeral?

Yes, our dear Johnnie Cochran has gone on to the Lord and his buddy O.J. Simpson received a standing ovation at the funeral for the kind words he had to say about the man that saved him from prison. On the lighter side, I know a lot of black folk are saying "Oh no! Johnnie gone, we in trouble now!" LOL. Okay that's for those of us who have a sense of humor.

Around the world, people are losing their minds, parents are beating down teachers for trying to teach their children and others are shooting their children's sport coaches. The world is certainly gone to hell in a handbasket.

The format of this issue of the newsletter is slightly different. I had the most interesting interview and conversation with the creators of "The Closet". And I am already hard at work on the next issue. I would really like our readers to get involved in the "What's on Your Mind?" segment. We really would love to hear what you have to say and hear your views and opinons.

For those procrastinators, YOU HAVE 5 DAYS LEFT TO FILE THOSE TAXES!!!!!

Okay, I"m out of here. Enjoy the newsletter. We are striving to be better in effort to keep you "aware".

Much Love, and God Bless

Yolanda


Entertainment

Music To Films: An Interview with Karan Ashley

by Shelia M. Goss

Karan Ashley is known worldwide as Aisha Campbell, the Yellow Mighty Morphin' Power Ranger. Although she's been busy promoting her latest movie, "Devon's Ghost," she still found time in her busy schedule to talk to me. Talking to her felt more like chatting with an old friend than an interview. Although she currently lives in Los Angeles, it's clear that she has not forgotten her roots. Born in the small town of Odessa, Texas, she grew up in the Dallas area. Her latest movie, Devon's Ghost, took her home. Over 90 percent of the film was shot in Dallas and some of the cast consisted of the area's local talent.

The multi-talented actress, believe it or not, first entry into show business was in music. She was a member of the girl group, KRUSH, back in the early 90's. So not only can she act, but she can sing. And that's just the tip of the iceberg. She's also a writer and producer.

When working on the popular kids show, Mighty Morphin' Power Rangers, Karan recalls the 15 hours days, 2 to 3 episodes a week schedule. Although she had a hectic schedule, it's obvious that she still has fond memories of that time. Curious as to how long it would take to memorize a script under that type of pressure, Karan responded, "I can memorize a script in one day. I focus on what the character is doing and the emotions of the character."

She's humbled and surprised when people still recognize her. With the Mighty Morphin' experience, Karan has been able to travel around the world and she loves "doing things for kids."

She's also guest starred on several popular sitcoms, including The Steve Harvey Show, The Parkers, Keenan & Kal, and One on One. When asked about her experience with working on the various sitcoms, she responded, "Mark Cooper, Steve Harvey and Holly Robinson-Pete, etc., were all professional and very nice to work with."

What things do you look for when considering a script? "The basics, what and why is something happening, strong character development, such as a character's past, why is the character acting a certain way and how did they get into their current situation, the script should also have good twists and turns, even in a comedy, it should be some surprises that are not easy to predict."

What things do you look for when considering a script? "The basics, what and why is something happening, strong character development, such as a character's past, why is the character acting a certain way and how did they get into their current situation, the script should also have good twists and turns, even in a comedy, it should be some surprises that are not easy to predict."

Karan and her two partners, Ron Day and Tim Grace formed Gag Order Films. Their current project is Devon's Ghost, which stars Karan and Johnny Yong Bosch (Adam Park, the Black Mighty Morphin' Ranger). The concept was developed from an idea the three of them had while just "sitting around brainstorming." It's a movie about a young abused boy, who grows up to become a killer.

What was the writing process? "We planned out the script from start to finish."

How long did it take to write the script? "The total process took two months. One month to write the first draft and another month to iron it out."

How long did it take to film the movie? "Twenty days on a low budget. We did one week of filming in LA with the main characters, and the filming and cast for the remaining two weeks was done in Dallas. Once the shooting was done, we went into post-production. It took six to seven months to get it finished."

Will the film be entered into any festivals? "Yes, the Cannes Film Festival."

Gag Order Films has plans on shooting more movies in Dallas. Whenever asked if it's hard to find talent in Dallas as opposed to Los Angeles, Karan responded, "Dallas has a lot of untapped talent. Texas has just as much talent as LA. The only difference, LA actors may be more seasoned-meaning they have more experience auditioning." To read more about Devon's Ghost and other projects that Gag Order Films is working on, please visit their website: http://www.gagorderfilms.com.


Finance

by Monique Bruner

April is the time of year that people start rethinking their finances. It's tax time and graduation is around the corner. Parents want to know about scholarships, especially if you have a teenager graduating from high school and getting ready to attend college. The following is a partial list of websites that have scholarship information available.

http://www.learningright.com/scholarships.htm

http://www.littleafrica.com/resources/scholarships.htm

http://www.ronbrown.org/

http://www.uncf.org/scholarships/index.asp

http://www.lenders-index.com/lenders/african-american-scholarships.html

http://www.collegephd.com/schps/africanamericanscholarships/

Reminder: Don't forget that April 15, 2005 is the deadline to file your 2004 taxes.


Health & Beauty

by Monique Bruner

Being Healthy seems to be one of the top slogans for 2005. As a Black woman, that is concerned about my health and that of my family I seem to fit right into this mainstream phenomenon. However, so many of my black brothers and sisters are not as closely in tuned with their bodies. Black people in general have higher rates of many illnesses, such as hypertension, cancer at young ages, stroke, diabetes, and lupus. There needs to be a better understanding of the causes of these illnesses and determinants of good health among blacks, especially Black women.

Ten years ago, I agreed to take part in a long-term study to research the health of the black women. The Black Women's Health Study in collaboration with the Boston University School of Medicine and the Howard University College of Medicine designed a study that would gather information on many conditions that affect black women. This follow-up study enrolled participants and then follows them over time. The initial study was for five years - then they were funded for another five - and recently another five years. At regular intervals, participants provide updated information on these factors and other illnesses they may have developed. Due to the study design, only the 59,000 women who enrolled back in 1995 can participate. However, everyone can explore the website and discover what the nations top researchers are learning from this study.

On their website you will find:

· Brief descriptions and full references of their 56 publications

· Review their study newsletters that give updates and cover a variety of health and research topics

· Learn about the background and history of BWHS

· Read about the special studies that are being conducted with the BWHS

· Link to health-related websites that can provide useful information about specific conditions or general health


Bookshelf

The Queen's Book Fair - April 30, 2005 Queens, NY

Authors will participating from a variety of genres such as fiction, non-fiction, romance, mystery, children's books, etc. The book fair will be held in the heart of Queens. Book lovers from around the tri- state area will be attending to support both published and self- published authors from around the country. Authors will be signing their books for consumers.

The Queens Book Fair is sponsored by C & B Books Distribution Inc. C & B Books Distribution Inc. was founded by Carol Rogers & Co-founded by Brenda Piper. The Queens Book Fair will be held at the Jamaica Market in the Harvest Room 90-40 160th St. Jamaica, New York. The Queens Book Fair will begin at 11:00 A.M. and end at 7:00 P.M.

A Power Networking Breakfast will be held prior to the Queens Book Fair at the same location and will begin at 8:30 A.M. and End at 10:00 AM. Registration for the Power Networking Breakfast can be made by logging on to Cbbooksdistribution.com web site or you may email cbbookdist@aol.com or call 718.591.4525 for reservations. A fee will be required to register for the Power Networking Breakfast. The Queens Book Fair is currently seeking various vendors for our annual Queens Book Fair, which will be held in Queens, New York.

This event will be advertised locally and abroad to ensure a great turnout. Wouldn't you like your company/organization to be recognized as a part of this effort that would bring unity to our communities together under one roof?

If you feel that your organization, business, or non-profit organization would benefit from such an event, Email C & B Books today at cbbookdist@aol.com to be placed on our email list to receive updates on the upcoming Queens Book Fair April 30, 2005.

JoJo's Caribbean Showcase TV Show has been selected at the media sponsor for the upcoming Queens Book Fair.AMAG/Awarenessmagazine.net has been selected as the magazine sponsor for the upcoming Queens Book Fair.

Please contact C&B Distribution Inc. at 718.591.4525 and ask to speak to Carol or Brenda for more information on the upcoming Queens Book Fair or you may log on to our web site at http://www.cbbooksdistribution.com/ and contact us.

You may also email us today at cbbookdist@aol.com to be placed on our email list for the upcoming Queens Book April 30, 2005. Consumers will be admitted to the Queens Book Fair free of charge.

Phil Andrews Public Relations Director C & B Books Distribution

Log on to our web site at C & B Books Distribution to Inquire about our upcoming April 30, 2005 Power Networking Breakfast & Queens Book Fair


Music Notes

"Do You Swear Talk About the Jackson's the Whole Jackson's and Nothing but the Jackson's So Help You God?"

SGIB Magazine takes to the radio airwaves in the newest project of Gerard, Owner of P.B.G.'s Productions/Photos by Gerard & Editor-in-Chief of Strong G Island Biz (SGIB) Magazine, The Music Industry's First Bilingual Urban Music Magazine created on Long Island. Gerard will be launching his own radio show on Sunday nights from 10-11PM which began on February 13, 2005 on WGBB 1240 AM and can be heard on the internet website live at www.AM1240WGBB.com (click on "Listen Live").

Gerard, who doesn't consider himself a die-hard Michael Jackson fan (whose vote was always on Prince) and as a photographer, has photographed Michael on a number of occasions does recognize the importance and value of the Jackson's music in the musical history books. Deciding to broadcast only Jackson music to drive home his point of just how important the Jackson's & Michael's creativity and success, both as a family & as solo artists, the Jackson family has been.

The main goal is to fill in his listening audience with updates from the trial as it progresses on a weekly basis. Gerard will focus on how the trial is impacting the world with call-in guests that will range from people in the music industry, to people inside the Jackson camp and to the everyday people watching the potential and probable demise of a gifted talent which was either brought on by his own actions or his being falsely accused. Gerard will have these guests express their opinions and thoughts on what is going on from the trial from the jury selection through the verdict and expressing his thoughts as well. All ready the jury has been selected (an "All White Jury", mind you) as "A jury of his peers" from the surrounding neighborhoods in which Michael lives. The thought of busing in Blacks from other areas due to the all white jury pool was never in the cards, which might have happened in other cases. "Will Michael pay where O.J. got away?"

Gerard invites all who are reading this to join him on Sunday nights, beginning February 13, 2005 at 10PM to not only listen in, but to call-in at (631) 888-8811 and provide us with your thoughts and feedback. Gerard will provide briefings as well of industry news that you won't hear anywhere else! So, tune in to "SGIB ON THE AIR" and become a part of Long Island radio history. Also, check out the magazine's website at www.SGIBmagazine.com. You can also e-mail us with your personal feelings about the music and the trial and if you have a personal Michael Jackson story, let us know and we will put it in for consideration to be read on the air. E-mail us at SGIBMagazine@aol.com. Contact Gerard at (631) 969-3676


Children

It's Not Your Grandma's Lemonade Stand Anymore

by Jamila Barber

For years kids have found new and inventive ways to make a little extra money for themselves in spite of their allowances or parental treats for chores well done. The classics or even staple jobs in the American culture were the lemonade stand, cutting the lawns, shoveling snow, babysitting or the occasional paper route. But today's kids don't quite believe in the lemonade stand anymore.

How shocking is it to realize that with the abundancy of computers and multi-media outlets in the home, there grew a cottage industry of young people making mixtape CD's, DVD's and web cam videos. All of which were designed for personal use and comfort of having all types of media possible at all times. But our young ones have turned it into lucrative business. If you can download songs and video and have a writable CD or DVD player on your computer (which is now standard hardware at purchase) then you can make a little change on the side.

How little is it exactly? On Ebay you can purchase stacks upon stacks of CD's or DVD's at low costs and you can purchase the jewel cases as well. Friends give you a list of songs - old and new - that they would like to have and you go searching. Line up a selection of songs, press record, wait a few seconds and there you have it; product for sale. Let's say you are conservative and charge $5 per CD and $10 per DVD and you set off for school. $5 or $10 is nothing to your friends whose alternative is to go to the record store and purchase a CD of their favorite artist (where they are not guaranteed of liking every song on the CD) and paying anywhere between $7-$21 for your listening pleasures. But your friend comes along and has a book bag full of CD's of all the songs you like and only wants $5 for it well this math is not hard.

I am glad to see that kids have not failed to use their imaginations and have come up with a new way to make their ends meet "so to speak". Many of the traditional ways for a teen to be lucrative are no longer as easily available to them. The lemonade stand just will not work in your urban neighborhoods and everyone is driving to a Starbucks in the suburban ones. Babysitting is defunct because people don't trust anyone with their kids anymore and lawn care, snow shoveling and paper route jobs seem to be taken on by adults who also struggle to make ends meet. With the increasing need and desire for disposable cash kids and parents have a hard way of making adult paychecks last. This is not a new problem for us to deal with but it is a new solution that for now has worked out well for children.


Motivation

WALK, RUN, MARTAHON

by Monique Bruner

Everywhere you turn today you hear about someone running or walking for a cause. Well it is about time African Americans joined in the marathon game. Most marathons have training schedules, group meetings, eating regimes, and fund raising commitments that you are to follow. This may be just what the doctor ordered to get you on track with that new workout routine. Perhaps you need a workout partner but your home girl doesn't like to sweat (sound familiar). Well joining one of the WALK, RUN, MARTAHON for a cause in your area may be the thing for you. I personally have been motivated by several of my friends that have stepped up to the plate for causes that are close to their heart. Check out their stories and see if one touches you enough to donate or perhaps put on your running shoes.

I'll walk 60 miles over the course of three days with thousands of other women and men. According to the Susan G. Komen Breast Cancer Foundation, approximately 200,000 American women will be diagnosed with breast cancer this year, and nearly 40,000 will die from the disease. That's why I'm walking so far. To do something bold about breast cancer. I hope that you'll share this incredible adventure with me -- by supporting me in my fundraising efforts. Sincerely, Majaliwa "Maj" DeRamus Copy and paste the following into your browser to make a donation: http://www.the3day.org/faf/r.asp?t=4&i=61805&u=61805-74533147&e=252966501


The Gospel According To:

(1 Pet 5:7)

Casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you.


What's On Your Mind?

We'd love to hear what's on your mind. Social, political, business, health, fiance', opinions, finance, comments, observations, breaking news, scholarship information, domestic violence, healthcare, military spending, infant morality, gardens, revolutionaries, the church, playstation...whatever it is... We want to know.. WHAT's ON YOUR MIND? Email your comments to: woym@awarenessmagazine.net

Thank you Sylvia W. Lett for this edition's question: Have we lost touch with reality?


Want To Advertise In AMAG?
For advertisement rates contact James Lisbon @ james@awarenessmagazine.net.

Learn More


Forward email

This email was sent to lisbonj@yahoo.com, by yolanda@awarenessmagazine.net
Powered by

AMAG | 175 Park Avenue, Suite 116 | Brooklyn | NY | 11205